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I don’t know, shit started moving
and you were everywhere,
and I couldn’t stop it, it started shifting,
it was always, always, like you always said,
that it’s no longer relevant.
You were glaciers, calmly dismissing control,
you were the swell of the sun swallowing the Earth whole.
You were blue shifts, like maybe it could stay like this,
but I couldn’t stop it; it started slipping, it
was always, always like shit always seemed:
that it’s no longer interesting.
Sometimes I hate myself because you’re not obsessed with me.
I just want you like you like me.
Like I like you like you wreck me.
Fuck me like you hate me.
I was confidently contributing, compelling, and calm and just listening.
I was high the whole time.
I was focused, you were fireworks,
emphatic, and breath just like sparklers.
Dismissive, it’s fucking fine.
I can’t keep it, I can’t eat and maybe I shouldn’t so often, so take me.
And I still can’t breathe, I can tell they don’t like me, and I’m not sure, it just started shifting.
I just want you like you like me.
Like I like you like you wreck me.
I just want you like you hate me.
I will hurt you, I don’t love you,
but if we stop talking, your heart might stop working so
I don’t have to but I still might leave you in disrepair.
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