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I know that you're better but I won't get older
as long as I'm trapped in the back of this car
and maybe even I'll stop waiting eclipses.
And you'll start cutting your hair and you'll stop mumbling
and speaking under your breath, you'll have no lack of confidence.
And I'll, into separate segments, get torn apart.

And you'll be so sure that you were the better person and all you have is Grace,
though it's so obviously water, I could tell before the state.
and I think that this might have started to fall a long, long time ago.
It's Thursday, under some awning, with rain pouring down.
onto pavement and onto your hair.
and it's a god damned shame you chose to wear make-up.

Cause now you look like you haven't slept in weeks, and aww, you're trying to hide it.

I get it, you're lonely, but I don't get lonely,
I don't ever trace my breathing, or incessantly check pulse or pace,
I think that you're a cynic, and I was obsessive,
and effort spent to keep sleep away.
Imagined, I was driving, car was spinning, handled awkwardly,
and then ejected from the drivers seat.
And when the windshield broke, I I didn't feel the
calm, quiet, relentless, luminescent teeth.

And everything fell dark and then lit up,
white, gold, red, blue and green. And I didn't think of you.
It didn't even occur to think of you.
I guess it dissipated into distance, and it's sort of sad,
the way the light collects into space.
But I didn't think of you.

It's like telling someone never to speak to you again
and then calling them once a week to remind them that you still hate them.

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from -​-​if ever you should, released August 26, 2014

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cllctyrslf Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

post-emo // pop //
-core band from philadelphia

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cllctyrslf@gmail.com

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